I hate being sick

Yea well it's getting cold outside...and although I really do love love love this weather, I get sick so easily from it sometimes!!! And I can't afford to be sick I don't have anyone to take my shifts considering I'm the manager!! But you know what I believe that Jesus is the Ultimate healer and by His stripes I am healed!!! AMEN!!

well pray for me tonight, I'm going to go drink some hot tea, take a nice hot shower and then go to bed!!!!! I hear my pillow calling my name!!!

toodles all!!

My Faith and Thanksgiving

Faith...what is faith?? Faith is believing in the unseen, believing in the unfathomable things!

Faith is the Evidence of things unseen!!

My Faith, is in a God who loves me!! Although I can't see Him, I can feel Him, and see the miracles of His everyday wonders! My Faith is in a God where there is freedom in His name, where I know that I am made in His Image and I have a purpose in His will!

My Faith is in a God full of promises!! Just read the psalms in the Bible!

I trust in my Jesus! Psalms 37:3-5 Trust in the Lord.....He will give you the desires of your heart.

That's an amazing verse!! I keep getting drawn back to it...I used to think that "ooo God will give me the desires of my heart..all I have to do is wait" that's no true....God WILL bring me the desires of my heart IF I put my trust in him. And in putting my trust in the Lord, I'm putting my Faith in a God who is trustworthy, and amazing and is way more than enough for me!!

What is Faith to you! Do you walk your faith??

I heard an amazing testimony from a guy that I get the privilege of calling a friend. It was amazing and it just reminded me of all the Things that I have to be grateful for in this world because of my God, a gracious and loving God.

So this Thanksgiving I want to say Thank you Jesus!! Thank you Jesus!! for my Freedom in YOU!!! For freedom from my past and sins and the Freedom to step into the future with you as my guide!! Thank you for my life and all the things that you have blessed me with Lord!! Thank you for my family, not just those related to me!! Thank you Jesus for everything, For your life you gave for me!!

well I gotta run!!

catch ya on the flip side...lol

Toodles

~Madi~

what a day...ooo blahness...lol

blah....blah...blah...

I have class in about 45 min and I have this big speech that I have to present...wish me luck...It's about this charity the dream center that is centered in sanford florida.

Well I worked earlier today...it was let me say, alittle on the boring side, so I started playing some of my worship music and read this book that I absolutely love (it's called What's a girl to do, while waiting for Mr. Right?) lol...it's an amazing book but i'll write my blog about that later. It was really yuck outside (which is prob why no one came in the store today)

well then I went to the store to get a usb thingy that I needed for my power point (for class) and there was a ross next door...(oo no!!) I just went in to look around and ended up buying some stuff!! geez what's a girl to do!! Well at least I bought something cute too!! A blue corderoy jacket, and then I bought some work out stuff that I needed bc I have some resolutions that I need to keep!!!

well let me say the Lord is awesome though!! I might have had a blah day b/c it was boring but at least I spent some time talking with him and reading this book that is drawing me closer to him right???

well until all....toodles

Madi

Pictures speak a thousand words

Birtdays

My 20th birthday was yesturday...Nov 12. It's awesome for me! New Decade New Beginnings (as my mother likes to say)

So many things happened in my teen years, some bad some good. But I feel like I can move on. God has helped me to forgive myself, and I've asked God to forgive me. The last 2 years have been really hard for me.

I know everything happens for a reason and I deeply and truely believe that, I know that the things that have happened in my life will give me a stronger testimony!!! If you cant tell I'm a sold out follower of Jesus Christ!!

As I move on with my life, it doesn't mean that I'll forget. I could never forget the daughter I would've had. Her name was Constance Hope Johnson. She'll always be in my heart...but I know she's in heaven with Jesus and I know that one day when I get to there, our souls will know each other and she'll know I'm her mother.

I plan to live my life to the fullest and live for today.......


I do want to thank my Savior Jesus for blessing me with another day and for giving me your mercy new every morning. I love you father!

well toodles all!!!
You never know what the future will bring!!

my first blog!!

Well yea this is my first blog on here...geez what can i say!! well yea I'm at school right now...I got out of class early because half the class wasn't prepared to give there speeches (including me but I swear the professor told me I didn't need my power point this week). I'm just sitting in the Library kinda thinking about my day...
I rushed home from work to spend all day working on my speech that I won't present till next week(what a waste of my day, I didn't even go on my walk with my dog) well I did burn another cd (I love music)...off of itunes...and I did get my devotional time in alittle.
This week has been soooooo hectic for me...I had one of my employee's quit and I've had to take her shifts until I hire someone else. At least my pay checks will be very nice for the next couple of days!! I'm just glad that tomorrow is Friday!!! My birthday is this weekend, so I'm going to pamper myself alittle and spend the day sat with my mother. My mother and I do have our differences but I love her...and let me tell you we def have our differences!!!! (what mother daughter relationship doesn't???)

well I will prob do another blog later tonight....this is fun I like writing my thoughts....I have soo many of them LOL!!!

well toodles!!